serenawth

2011-04-09T20:57:00.000-07:00

GONNA PROVE THAT MOTHA EFFIN BITCH WRONG AND BE LIKE IN YO' BITCH
I AIN'T GONNA TOLERATE WITH YOUR EFFIN HATE NO MORE
FUHH WHY WONT YOU JUST SAY IT TO MY MOTHA EFFIN FACE YOU BITCH
IT'S BEEN FRESHMAN YEAR TILL NOW!
HOW ABOUT YOU JUST DON'T TALK TO ME ANYMORE AND GET OUTTA MY FACE!
I don't care about what you think
fuhh THAT'S JUST WHO I AM!
You probabaly think I'm going to be useless in the future right?
WELL HELL NAWWW IM GOING TO MAKE THE BIGGEST CHANGE TO THE WORLD!
I'M GOING TO HELP THE WORLD AND HELP MANY PEOPLE!
I'M GOING TO BECOME SUCCESSSFUL AND LIVE A BETTER LIFE THAN YOU
I'M GOING TO PROVE YOU WRONG THAT I WILL BECOME THE BOSS OF THE WORLD.
not literally though (:
but I'm going to have a WAYY BETTER LIFE THAN YOU
because you know why? I don't hate on people by how slow they are or how their not up to "your" kind of level.
Seriously, I just want to delete you off everything that I have that has anything to deal with you because, this is highschool.
Why must you hate on people for how they are? Like dam... they can be annoying but, that's what makes them who they are.
Stop looking at the negative side of people, start looking at the positive
Stop noticing the flaws, notice the beauty.
Next thing you know.... you're going to end up with no friends. Like. seriously.

2010-04-21T18:59:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just feel like i don't belong.
sometimes it just feels like you hate me.
sometimes it feels like i'm not wanted there.
sometimes i just wish things weren't like this.
sometimes i wish everyone was just one big close family group.
sometimes i wish there isn't much tension there.
sometimes i wish we were just like the senior's group.
sometimes i wish there wasn't so much just undescrible feeling.
sometimes i just really don't know what to do.
sometimes i wish some things didn't happen.
sometimes i wish i wasn't so quiet.
sometimes i wish i was more talkative.
sometimes i just wish i was smart.
sometimes i wish i wasn't so stupid and dumb.
sometimes there's just too many things in my mind.
sometimes i get so frustrated at my parents and take out everything on them.
sometimes i wish i wasn't like this.
sometimes you just have to put everything aside and have a BIG smile on your face so that everything will seem alright. (:
sometimes you just have to deal with it and try to fix it.
sometimes you just need to take a break from everything and go to that escape the world place where no one will bother you.
sometimes you should pretend you don't know who you are and just forget about everything and be a stranger just for the heck of it. (;
sometimes you just have to face everything with a high self esteem.
sometimes you just have to don't give a crap and let them think whatever you want.
sometimes you just shouldn't give a shit about other people if they treat you like shit.
sometimes you just make me feel like a loser.
sometimes you just lower my self esteem.
sometimes i just really don't know if i wanna stay here.
sometimes i just want to go to another place and get out of here.
sometimes i just wish everything would be fine.
sometimes i just wish i can leave and no one would mind.
sometimes UGHHH IDK!
im just so in a bad mood right now and im scared about my grades.
im scared that i wont be able to meet my parents needs.
im just scared i would disappoint them again.
im just scared of everythnig right now.
i just love to worry about everything.
i wish i didn't care much about everything and just went on with my life.
i wish i wasn't so caring.
should i keep my old life or have a new life?
i. don't. know.
i guess i just want at least a close guy friend or group that was close so that high school can be memorable. no relationships or anything. just a group of friends that are close and no one will feel left out. because right now it feels like that. and i guess i just want the close bond with people because, when college i want to at least have those memories of high school that was fun and tell it to my children or something. idk i just want high school to be something to cherish (: because i've been told these 4 years would be the most memorable times of your life! :) so i just hope that this will happen. ALRITE I REALLY HAVE TO STUDY AND DO MY PROJECT! -__-
no more talking serena!

YOU. PISS. ME. OFF. -___-

2010-04-10T22:38:00.001-07:00

LOL so this happened on friday
which just HELLA.
PISSES.
THE.
FUCK.
OUT. OF ME.
LIKE SERIOUSLY!?
aite heres what happen:
so on friday HE came to school... to visit and all!
so like he says hi to janice and lorena and then
i shouted out HI! & he just
totally .
fucking.
ignored me -___-
& just walked away w/ his friends!
like SERIOUSLY!? first at the theaters when i shouted BIE like TWO. FUCKING. TIMES.
he just ignored that too...
didn't even look back. didn't even say a word.
I really dont get it DID I DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU IGNOREME?!
two times already? wow. embrassed me in front of my friends. Your just acting like a total jerk now that I don't even know you anymore -_-.
wait acutally i don't know you anymore because, YOU changed. Even when I don't talk to you I can tell like you became this total jerk. Even Alex ssays you seem different. And all those promises you made to me HA all bullshit -_-. I shouldn't even care but idk i guess a part of me wish you were still in my life like a friend. Not some dam stranger who totally ignores me. UGH
and then so I thought he left so i was like talking to lorena saying like "HOW COME ITS SO HARD TO SAY HI & BYE "& ALL THESE OTHER STUFF & lorena likes dude he's right there. & i was like shouting that out cus i was soo pissed. -__- & i was like in my mind" OMFG. " wow i felt so stupid afterwards cus he passed by me and i didn't even know -__- well not like RIGHT next to me but enough to hear me. I was too scared to turn around & i just felt really stupid afterwards because i didn't want him to hear that. =/ sigh. Idk and then like I walk to the track field and he's there too! & im like DAMMIT why is he everywhere! ); So i turned around and walked the other way he might have saw me toos. & then later on in the day its like 4:40 & i was sitting on a bench by myself near the track field because i like it because it's quiet. (: & then RIGHT WHEN IM ABOUT TO LEAVE! I STAND UP THEN BAM HE'S RIGHT THERE! & im like WOW! but not close like where the gym is. & i just turned around and walked away. He proabably thinks i was stalkin him now -__- but yeah. Its such a concidence how he comes out RIGHT when i had to leave. its like WHY CANT YOU COME OUT AFTER I LEFT!? -__- like wait a dam minute! but yeah it just frustrates me so much! Because after all it would be nice for you to at least say hi or bye no need to talk or no shit. HOW HARD IS THAT?!
IDK BUT
YOUR BEING A FUCKING JERK RIGHT NOW.
& im not gonna say nomore dam thing to you no more -__-
but it would be hard to erase you but i don't evenwanna talk to you no more!
After that i really wanted to just start bitchin at you. cus its not like IM the one who broke up w/ you cus if i did i would get you wouldnt wanna talk but YOU were teh one who broke up w/ me AND said we can still be friends. but now you just turned us into fucking strangers. that i don't even wanan deal with you no more.
SO FROM HEAR ON OUT i dont want you in my life. I DONT want anything that has to deal with you. You don't give a fuck about me then SHOOTS I DONT GIVE A HELLADAM SHIT ABOUT YOU!
after everything we went through,
you just tossed it all away and pretended we never knew each other.
well then ill just do the same ass thing.
even though you have been in my dream these past few days
I WILL START THINKING ABOUT SCOTT YOSHIMOTO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP!
so i can dream about him!<3 (: i dont even think about you before i sleep anymore but yet SITLL you manage to get in my dream and ruin it.
Funny how in the dream you turned into a bad person that did bad things.
So i guess its a sign you did change but not into a bad person who did bad things
but into someone who has no feelings.
idk whatever. maybe it was good for you to hear that so you can see that your really being a jerk even though its AWKWARD FOR YOU the best you can do is say hi or bie.

i feel better now! (: so from here on out i will try my best to not care about whats hapepenign in your life or ANYTHING! because what you did really did hurt me alot. It hurted even more that you dont even say hi or bie no more :/ Oh wells. It is what it is... ha i shouldnt even felt stupid whne i said that because you should be the one feeling like a jerk. Your the one who said you didnt mean to hurt me. well GUESS WHAT you did it again -__- TWO FUCKING TIMES.

If i say;

2010-03-17T21:02:00.001-07:00

alwrite! i really gotta get focus! ive been really slackin off these days -___- and not studying for my test & stuff!
aiyah!
wells today was silly willy wesenday where you dress all whacky.
BUTT! i wasnt in the mood to :P & to be honest i'm not really in the mood to go to sadies anymore. I don't feel the excitement of going anymore. =/ i guess cus' it brings back memories... & i know it will... BUTT i ain't gonna let that ruin my day! HELL NAWW! like i said i needa move on! but it will take a long time for me to but its okay im still trying! ahaha hopefully the dance doesn't go that bad! D; & i wouldn't mind dancing crazy w/ alex LOL! & other girls (: TEEHEEE! wells what im really excited for is
MUSIC FOR LIFE BENEFIT CONCERT! i cantt waitt!<3 2 more days! :D WOOHOOo!
this shall be a good weekendd! ;)

& cashee was okay only word problems were hard :/ i guessed on them >< ! cus my weakness is that! LOL back to studying for benchmark tomorrow EEKK!

EARTHQUAKEEE!

2010-03-16T19:58:00.001-07:00

last night, at 4:04 am an 4.4 earthquake happened! i was just lying in bed dreaming then all of the sudden, my bed starts swaying back and forth and i was thinkin to myself WTH IS THAT LOUD RUMBLE NOISE! i thought it was like a lion or something CLEARLY i was not thinking at all then all of a sudden my mom screams EARTHQUYAKEEE! thats when i hopped outa my bed and RAN OUT THE DOOR! we were at the front door when it stopped and i was literally scared to death -___- i started to tear up that my eyes got all red and i was SHAKINGGG ); for like 5 minutes then i stopped my mom hugged me :/ & i was just soo tearrifeied i couldnt go back to sleep! i laid in bed thinking about the big one getting so paranoid and having a feeling their might be an aftershock so i layed in bed thinking about the WORST things ever not being able to see some of my friends ever again and just the fear of everything that will happen. like losing the ones you love i spent my night thinking about that so terrfied with the anxiety feeling it will happen soon ); it already happened in 4 places and i KNOW the next one will be here! and this big one can cost many lives but hey we live in CALIFORNIA & thats what california is known for my aunt was like we need to move back to vietnam! i dont wanna stay here and my dad was like what do you expect this is california! funny how my dad is so brave (: he wasnt even a tad bit scared when me and my mom were terrified xD but this earthquake has really got me thinking that i really need to live life to the fullest and have happy days because you nevfer know what might happen in the future :/ & never get to experience the things you wanna do before you die? i really dont want to think about these things so i just want to live with a smile everyday (: or at least try to even though it may be a bad day i just have to have the courage to just put a smile on my face and just think of it as something you have to go through life a rollercoaster & in the end itll be just fine cus everything takes time to become fine again x) and it was sooo scary when i thought about what will happen if i didnt have my parents and i know i shouldnt be thinking about all these negative things but what if the big one does come? iwouldnt know what to do ill feel lonely and helpless i dont know but as of right now
I WANT TO LIVE LIFE AND NOT GIVE A DAMM THING ABOUT THE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPEEN! (:

NEIGHBORS KNOW MY NAMEEE! (:

2010-03-15T21:22:00.001-07:00

YOYOYO
LEMME BREAK IT DOWN FOH YOUUU!
my week-end was off tha chaotic
with them two parties all the wayy!
LOL
OKAY
IMA STOP cus i cant rap! ); THOUGH i tried xD
ANWAYSSS! so brenda's hangout was on sautrday cousin bday on sunday DUDEE wehhn my cousin was drivning he was SOO pissed it was SOO scary i was sooo scared to be in there ): cus he was really pissd that he was yelling at his brother and cussing at him and im just sitting in there going o_____o LOL IT WAS CREEEPY
ANWYWASS
CASHEEE TMRW
STUDY STUDY STUDY! then off to sleep early my goal to sleep is 10 PM! :D
OKAYS back to sutdying (:

TEMPORARY BOYFRIEND; frankie j (:

2010-02-03T21:56:00.000-08:00

hmmm, wells! todya was whatevers xD IMA STOP EAITNG SO MUCH! cus seriously i eat alot and i feel like such a pig AND LITERALLY I GAINED ALOTA FAT IN THE TUMMY that it looks like im pregenant! WELL not physically but mentally (: LOL yeee! so today nothing much took class council pictures im in 3 yrbook photos! :D hehe yeah today had mckinley service its acutally fun helping the teacher grade papers and glue stuff! (= & it was fun talking to david & janice about like college and food and random stuff LOL (: so today was actually nota bad day :D EXCEPT FOR THE FACT I KEEP SNEEZING LIKE SO MUCH I NEVER SNEEDZED THIS MUCH IN MY LIFE -____- I FELT SO COLD TODAY AT SCHOOL TODAY ); i hope im not sick thoguh! & feel better tmrw. this is my life. AHAHAHAH weird im really starting to want to be a interact officer! (=

MY BABYY;justin bieber :D

2010-02-02T19:11:00.000-08:00

i believe the saying "you may think holding on is what makes you strong but whats strongest is being able to let go. When one door close, one door opens but we spend so long looking at the close door that we dont realize the other one is open."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yu4Qs1njM3c

this video really made my day like the highlight of this day x) it kinda made me smile at the ened & in the middle my eyes were getting watery LOL

today was whatevers not great not that bad. i guess idk LOL whatevers x)

AND IM LIKE BABY BABY BABY OHHHH LIKE BABY BABY BABY NOOOOOOO! LIKE BABY BABY BABY OHHH THOUGHT YOUD ALWAYS BE MINEE<3 :) makes me ahppy idk why LMFAO

you got my own heart racing;

2010-02-01T18:52:00.000-08:00

hmm havent blogged in a while wells today i felt really anti social -___- & i kept thinking bout things like seriously why cant i stop thinking about the past? why cant i just move on? i guess its just hard oh wells but idk why but i felt pretty much sad today and im not pmsing maybe its just not my day today or something idk there are times where i just keep thinking about should i move to another school or not? idk but im kinda getting bleh about school like no more joy in it it feels like last year all over again. but i hated last year alot. idk why im feeling this way maybe its just a phase? maybe i just wanna be myself again. maybe i just wanna find the meaning to life again. cus rite now i find no meaning i guess the meaning of life right now is to learn, learn, learn. & learn as much as possible. but at the same time thats not the meaning of life. AHHH idk -___- i guess i just think about the future too much and letting things get to me. i guess mostly im just thinking he wants nothing to do with me because its true. ohh wells i just find school not fun no more or i guess this year is just really not my year because BOY DID IT STARTED OUT LIKE SHIT AND ITS STILL NOT GETTING BETTER -__- i dont even remember a time this year where i was really REALLY happy. & then brenda song big bang-stay is making me even more sad LOL there are like times where i feel left out idk its like i guess im use to going out w/ them guys and now i dont and its just weird. cus alex and them get invited and they ask me if im going and im like i wasnt invited and its like ohh... sometimes i just wish it didint even happen and we just stayed as friends idk if i should have even let this happen. AHHH idk i just feel so out of it and there are like times at lunch when im sitting at the table i feel weirdd o_o haha i dont know it feels like theres a change in me like apart of me missing and i just really wanna find it! boys,boys,boys why must we need them in our lives? i have nooo idea =p i dont even have the motivation of making an innovation for myself ); like i notice that we all say things how we want to make a innovation but we dont ACTUALLY MAKE IT HAPPEN! like we just leave it hanging if you know waht i mean. well idk but hopefully ill start shaping up and find out more about myself because if i made a list idk what i will write about myself but i guess thats what high school is its about finding yourself (: & in college its all about you and depending on yourself so i should really SNAP OUT OF IT! cus i only have like what 5 more months of sophomore year! WOAHHHH that was fast o-o we already finished 5 months toos o-o
i got to see my cousin jenny yesterday (:
& she taught me SOCIAL NETWORK/CONNECTION is the KEY to success !
& ITS TRUE :D! they can really help alot so i needa start to be more social! & when i have a chance to meet somewhere new i should try to communicate
THAT IS MY GOAL! (:

HEY ITS THE 1ST DAY OF FEBURARY! & it already started bad LOL & this month is gonna be busy w/ tryouts againss! -______- AT LEAST THIS TIME WE ONLY HAVE ONE TRYOUT AND NOT TWO NOWS! WOOOHOOOOO :P
i feel so alone in a way o___o LMFAO

IF IT WAS ME ;

2010-01-06T20:10:00.000-08:00

hmm well not much happened really well acutally yeah ALOT happened... so he broke up w/ me on monday... before finals WHATA GREAT WAY RITE!? -____-'' & THE BEGGINGING OF THE NEW YEAR AND ITS ALREADY LIKE SHIT GODAMMIT! for nows im just trying really hard to move onnnn cusi know i cant forget bout it cus it was something in my past but then again im glad that i got to experience reall happiness becuase i swear to my eye that being w/ him was really the HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE ! like literally D; ive never been so happy in my life and he really did make me feel lke i was in a dream (; but i guess it just all faded away and something that once meant something to him is nothing to him now. i just cant believe the greatest thing in mhy life just kinda walked away... D; but i guess its better that he didnt go to my school cus if he did idk how i would have lived... if i saw him i would have literally just died in so much pain D; im already in alota pain :/ my heart aches at nite the most cus thats the time we woudl talk on the phone and the time i looked foward to the most outa the whole day cus hearing his voice just made me feel really happy :/ but now its all gone cus he lost feelings i just wish we didnt move that fast i knew kissing him bad wouldnt be good cus usually when things move tooo fast it would end fast. thats what i believed in but he made the first move! ohhh wells. im just really trying to move on and live life cus i shouldnt be sad so much cus thats not the point of living! & i guess it was all just young love that im glad i got to experience cus it did made me really happy and he was always there for me toos and no guy ever was i just really thought he is the greatest guy out there and he is! =) butts he moved on by losing feelings and but at the same time i dont want him to feel like "the worst person in the fucking world" thats hwat he said D; cus he shouldnt at least he didnt cheat on me or wahtever or did anythnig bad and he told me before finals cus thats better or i would be wondering why hasnt he talk to meyet!? & wouldnt be able to studyy but now im just gonna really focused on school and NO LOVE LIFE FOR ME THIS YEAR PLEASE! maybe just like/crush but NO LOVE! but if that does happen which i doubt not thisyear x) cus the guys at gab are lame :P but yeahh! ima just keep my head high try to smile and stuff and laugh and just live (: ! ima reallly try! i am rite now tooos cus brenda told meto<3 me =BE STRONG! since he can move on why cant i rite? & english finals today = not so great :/ i fell alseep LMFAO! i need to be able to sleep today! -_- ENG FINAL TMRW TOOS ); AHHHH wish me goodlucks ! :P

hey BLOGGING MADE ME FEEL A WHOLEEE LOTA BETTER :D

ONE LAST TRY;

2009-12-21T02:13:00.000-08:00

mmm sooo so far my break isnt goin all that great as i expected :/ i just had a very sad convo on the phone D; w/ my babe & we were really quiet no one was talkin like barely D; & we were both crying cus i had a feeling that something wasnt right like he didnt like me anymore and he told me that he just doesnt feel the chemistry that we used to have and i was just very emotional and i couldnt stop crying cus im too scared for him to leave me but he said he'll keep trying cus he doesnt want it to end and he doesnt wanna leave and that hes very sorry for being a jerk but i dont think he is i just thinkk he should have told me when he started feeling like that... but he said he didnt wanna put more stuff in my life since i already have so much going on but i think he should have still told me. i cried alot todayyy & last niteee but last nite i just couldnt say it cus it jsut wouldnt come out so i kept it to myself and was crying wowsss i never knew someone could mjake me feel like this D; & him too cus he barely ever cries he said he'll try really hard and i know he will and i just really hope that it works out and i know it will or thats what my gut tells me but at teh same time im scared that it wont i really dont want him to leave , i realllyyyy..... like him so much he makes me feel like the happiest person alive and he can alwasy make me laugh whnever im feeling down and smile hes the reason why im so motivated to do stuff because i do it for him. when i dont believe in myself he believes in me and he really likes me for me i feel like i can be myself around him i can fart whenever i want to and burp all the time and he wouldnt care im just really scared he'll leave like the rest but the rest they were just pure ass jerks but him he's so different from the rest and i just really hope itll work out
cus i really love you oh so dearly much<3 =/

so its 2:22 am rite now and i still cant sleep D; i just dont have the feeling to go sleep i just cantsss sighhh
well at least i knwo that he really likes me

hmm i guess ima go watchs ome more glee! i just started today and im done w/ episode 10 already D;

BETTER TOGETHER;

2009-12-19T00:06:00.000-08:00

lazy to blog for now BUTTTT! today was the last year of 09 x) of school! AHHHHH so fast ): anwayss! cant wait for break ! (= fun fun fun. hopeuflly x) & so ill blog bout this tmrw just know that
school.failed test. presents. CHOCOLATES<3. & my bff brenda<333. (: OH AND ROSEMEADPLAZA ;D

ONE WORD;

2009-12-15T19:08:00.000-08:00

mmm well i cant type much today cus im FREAKIN STRESSED ABOUT MY GRADES & THE SHITLOAD OF HW FOR TODAY -_- i have like waht a test and quiz tmrw D; then on friday i have 2 test [english & spanish] my worst enemies -_- yeee i cant TAKE IT ugh! so yeah today was a pretty sad day for me iddki rarely talked from 0 to lunch D; i only started talkin at lunch like literally in 2nd period i didnt talk at all im surprised no one asked me whats wrong though oh wells... well im just feeling like this because my mom was doing her surgery & i was worried for her ;/ she had to wake up at 3 30 am today D; and she slept like at what 12? and then goes to surgery idk i just feel really bad rite now :/ like i can feel her pain i just went to visit her but they ddint LET me cus im not SEVENTEEN STUPID ASS PIECE OF LAW ! -_- cant a daughter see her mom!? UGHHH. i really miss her already :/ & shes in a lota pain has a aheadache cant open her eyes wont eat only drinks she didnt eat the whole day... rawr [aunt told me this] cus stupid DAD he just walks in looks at her and walks out and im like WTH! why did you come out so fast and he just sat there -__- not listeing to me that faggot! but yeee i hope i can be myself sooner or later ... cus i dont even feel like talkin or doingany shit... UGH
I.
HATE.
YOU.
SERENA!.
its not your PMS TIME YET!
why the fuck are you acting this way!
idk im just so mad & upset&angry and yeeee i just really wanan see my mom :/ and she has to try walkin tmrw i hope she can do it
IBELIEVEINYOUMOM<3 , i know you can get through the pain ! (=
i feel bad cus i didnt even get to say gooodbye to her today ); cus she left so early!
iloveyoumommy<3 =/

THAT'S MY WORD;

2009-12-13T20:17:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH I AM SOMEWHAT LOOKIN FORWARD TO WINTERBREAK but at the same times not ): i ahve like SO MUCH THINGS TO DO OVER THE WINTERBREAK :/ no fun at alls! rawrs! i know december 27-29 ill be out already... beachcleanup,roseparde then roseparade! stupid thingy! >;( GO DIE LOL!
& yeee (=
ANWAYSSS
today i went to glendale galleria! (= AHHH I LOVE IT THERE BUT I HATE how its soooo bigg-_-i did soo much walking trying to find michael's,brenda's & kalei gift! =/ MICHAEL'S GIFT i had to wait for 1hr and 6 min in line for it -__- stupid pj pants! LOL i got it for him cus he doesnt have any pants cus he only has shorts (= LOL! took me forever to find the right pants! but yeee (: brenda's gift THAT TOOK ME FOREVER TO FIND TOOOS! (!*@#&$!(@#&(@! she better liek it! >;( i hope she does D; i spent alot of time thinking what would be the perfect one x) i had to go in 359827349237 stores! just to see which one i should get! and i decided on it! (= i spent LITTERLALY the whole day trying to find their gifts and ka lei tooos ! cus idk wath to get :/ so i ended up with ______ & ______ (: excatly $10 WOOHOO :D & i bought a sweater & plain yellow vneck for my self! (= and they were cheap ! :D 15 dollars for me ^^ so i spent like $50 total for everything i bought! :D which i thought was a accomplishmeant ! ^^ WOOHOO !im pround of the sales! xD BUT I SPENT 11 AM TO -6PM FINDING SNITTERS! at least im done shopping for nows (= WOOHOO! anwaysss (:
last nite my parents were fighting again this time it was crazy D;
fighting&banging&slamming& a HELLA LOTS OF YELLING
i had to freakin yell & scream at my dad -_- i hate it when he does that...
always
the smallest little things
can cause a ELEPANTINE argument...
ANWAYYSYSS
im eating grapes & now ima go read breaking dawn! :D
& maybe study ;x naw i dont want to LOL okays BTYT.[BLOGGING TO YOU TOMMOROW] . who is you? LOL idk i doubt anyone reads anywhooo (:!

hard to breathe;

2009-12-12T21:39:00.000-08:00

HMMMM soo today i went to my babayyy's house<3 (:
hehe
WELL TO START OFF MY DAY!
it was horrible in the morning -__-
freaking parents yelling and sniitteres -_-
about freaking money! LIKE FKOH REAL THEY WERE GOING CRAZY -_-
it scared teh crap out of my pants...
& UGHH i just hate money problems :/
thats why i rarely go out to eat anymore cus i wanna stay cheap LOL
i wanan stop shopping but i cants :/ i justalways feel the need to do it! RAWR stupid serena ! i feel so stressed fromschool tooos -___- cus of my FUCKING THREE B'S i do not wanna upset my parents =/ after all they have done... :/ sigh ITS OKAY I MUST STAY POSITIVE! i knwo i can do this ! yeeee anyways i was scared that mite affect me going to my baby's house today D; but it didnt!
so i went to eat w/ my dad.
it was werid these old guys were starign at me -_-...
went to my baby's house got lost on the way there (= LOL!
mmm then we just chilled there w/ kevinton. LOL x)
yeee watch SAVE THE LAST DANCE i missed some parts cuss yeeee! (:
not really pay attnetino LOL
and we just mainly watched tv, cvs, computer & eat :D
THEN at 6 something he falls asleep on me LOL it was funny watchin him sleep =p
yeee then 6 40 igotta go ); cus his mom was takin me home and she has to go somewhere so i went . & SOO ONNN i really miss him so much though :/
BUT OVERALL today was a good day<3 (:
i wish i could have seen my bff's dance practice though & record it! RAWR why couldnt it be tmrw dudees?! LOL but she praoabbaly found someone else x) anwaysss!
i rarely ate today D; well dinnner LOL for dinner i had
cereal w/ no milk ! );
RWAR
cus i have nothing to eat :/ so i had that! LOL
TEH END :D
i must achieve my goals though! i made a goal list LOL x)
that im too lazy to type here but its on my paper! ;D

JOOLLYYY HAPPY DAY ! (;

2009-12-11T23:37:00.000-08:00

hehe i was really happy todya :D idk why ^^ but i loved today! the erst of the week i was bummed out x) but im reall y happy todya :D & cnat wait for tmrw! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">SWEET TEA<3 you gotta love my bff! (; hehe:D & yeee!
good meeting x)
helen&paulina dancing = PRICELESS ^^
& getting scared by the dog xD but i lvoe that doggy<3 it didnt kill me or anythnig :Di wishi spent more time w/it rawr :/
& played CARD GAMES W/ KALEI! they always make my day (; laugh so much!
its funny how at times i feel like we are a sisterhood but at tiems we arent LOL :D
i guess wse have our ups&downs [: !
ANYWAYS HOPEFULLY GO TO MY BABY'S HOUSE TMRW :D ! & his mom is taking me home kinda weird in a way LOL so scared tooo!

SURVERY !

2009-12-10T20:11:00.000-08:00

Ten Favorite Places To Be:

10. THE NYC&hearts
9. Disneyland<3
8. The mall
7. The canyon
6. My room
5. Zoo
4. The park
3. Hotels
2. WATERPARKS<3 :D
1. I’d like to go to pariss);

Nine Random Things About You:

9. I am breaking out pimples so much nowadays );
8. I hate having to make decisions for myself.
7. I have 3 staplers! (= idk why D;
6. I like flossing my teeth it feels good!
5. I LOVE shopping at F21! & the idea of shopping (;
4. I have never had a manicure,pedicure or going to a spa. !
3. I have a board game about Disneyland.
2. I like having pictures on my walls! but i cant cus my parents would look at it and i do not like that )=
1. I love to procastinate & be lazy!

Eight New Year Resolutions:
8. Straight A’s!
7. Meet new people !
6. get a TI for math!
5. PAY ATTENTION IN CLASSES!
4. Try not to drift away from people ! );
3. GETTING MY PERMIT FOO! >;(
2. spend less time on certain things D;
1. STOP PROCASTINATING FOOOO!

Seven Things I’m Thinking Of:

7. needing to blog now
6. i LOVE this song<3 got me stutterrringg (;
5. what am i going to do w/ this? ;/
4. i hate myself...
3. I need to feed squirt he looks bored D;
2. “I NEEDA STOP BEING DISTRACTED FROM THE COMP AND DO HW! " >;(
1. thinking of that one boy <3

Six Things You’re Wearing Right Now:
6. shirt from that bunny thningy (;
5. socks from who knows where x)
4. pajama pants!
3. underwear (;
2. SKIN!
1. INNERSKIN! ;D

Five Things I’m Worried about:
5. School
4. Grades!
3. LIFEEEE
2. being sick
1. him.

Four Things On My Floor Right Now:
4. PLUGS!
3. backpack
2. box
1. phone & ETC (;

Three Things I Want To Do Today:
3. homework
2. phone,talk to him<3
1. SLEEP!

Two Things I’ll Reveal:
1. I hate it when i keep doubting myself
2. My birthmark is on my butt ! (=

One Secret I’ll Share:
1. I'm not feeling happy right now.

i did this just because i wanted to learn more about myself x)

TODAAAYYY

2009-09-24T19:21:00.000-07:00

so this week was really boring D: and ehh :/
0 period has been killin me like CRAZZAYYYY! especailly when everyday i sleep at 11 or 12 ): just cus im on the phone and stuff >:( rawr ! but yep!
& its weird how today i went into the library and he was there of course idk but it felt weird o_o cus dem peeps wanted dto be in the ac so yeah and it was just sooo akward BUT WHATEVERS idc [: just a thought LOL anyways schools boring ): if only he was here :/ i wish he still went to that school ); whyd he have to move mang :/ its funny how you become friends with ppl and later on you end up liking them x) i think its so funny! :D cus its like you never know if yur friend will become your crusher than becomes your liker then your bf x) LOL i think life is HYILARIOUS :P but yeahh i miss him sooo muchhh :[ its like ill only be able to see him like once a month ?D; i think i realllyyyy like him alots idk. hes differnt. unlike all dem other faggots i like i think i mite actaully be really sad if like yeahh... o-o ANYWAYS IDK WHY IM TALKIN BOUT THIS LOL BUT YEAH dude i went TWO DAYS w/o eating any snacks! :D i survived 0-4 w/o eating BUT DUDDEE IT WAS SO HARD ): its sucha challenge watch me fail tmrw! (:
ttyn ! :D LOLOL
i failed at speech today :P
LOLOL
MY TEACHER SAYS I WALKED LIKE FRANKENSTIEN HOW EMBARRSSING! ); and their like you say " and yeahhhhh" alots and im like rawr OH WELL
we learn from our mistakes dont we? (= thats what makes us stronger! :D

FUNNN WEEKEEND! (:

2009-09-20T21:51:00.000-07:00

DUDDEEE YESTERDAY ICEBREAKERS<3 FUN BUT i sucked ): paulina was soo good! :D teehee! & THENNNN
TODAY KA LEI ORIENTATINOS<3
LMFAO IT WAS SOO FUNN I ALMOST PEED IN MY PANTS ): TOO MUCH PROSPECTS LIKE FREAKIN 20 !? IDK >;O i hope some drop though LOLOL and do it next semester cus TOO MUCH MANG! how we gonna fit them all in nicoles house!? D: and the park OMFG LMFAO! funny :P YEEEE! and then yeahh and yeahhh and WHY COULDNT WE HAVE SOME LAST YEAR!? gosh >:( WELL YEAHHHH anways YAHH FUN FUN DAY FOOD. EAT . PARTY. MUSIC. GAMES. MORE GAMES. YEAAHH RELALY FUN! (: thats all i gotta say
I LOVE
<3
KA LEI I NA HOALOHA<3 ;D

STRESSED.

2009-09-16T21:41:00.000-07:00

i feel so stresssed rite now ): i have either a quiz or test everyday D: and yesterday and today i was stressing over speech on how to write it sigh :/ whata crappy week i hope it gets better D: relaly thats all i can say right now cus i dont have time to blog much :/ i wish my life was more organized and time wouldnt go by so fast :/ BUTT
i always look foward to nite time cus thats the time when im the most happiest<3 (: i love the stars! :D

YEEEFOOO! (=

2009-09-13T21:12:00.000-07:00

SOOOO! ill just say that yesterday was a busy day [: for the service
WHICH
AKA WAS THERE! D; LOL and i thoguth they werent a close club x) ANWAYSSS then!
i got there like at 9 ? then left at 10 30 nicole took me and maggie to santa anita mall [: to shop for my SPEEECH STUFF<3 ;D THAT COSTED ME TOTAL OF FREAKIN 74 DOLLARS?!-__-
i bought the skirt at h&m for 25 & jacket and colar shirt for 49 D: oh dears :/ yeah SO AFTER THAT ATE LIKE 4 DOLLAR LUNCH!? horrible ): yeah I SAW ALOTA GHS PPL AND PPL I KNOW! i saw a prospect too named kaitlin? x)
THEN MWE WENT TO SEPHORA AND MAGGIE PUTTED EYESHADOW &EYELILNER & MASCARA ON ME ! D; cus she wanted to and she kept begging so i was like FINE and i looked like a freak (: well not much diff xD well idk! ANWAYSSY
YEEEE ! techinally i was like reminising maggie's "hangout" w/ osit last week CUS WE DID THE SAME THINGS AND SAT AT THE EXACT PLACES LOLOL ;D
OH I SAW SOPHIA<3 i miss her ): w/ her boyfriend i think? x) it was werid cus her bf waved at me too but i guess he was being friendly then i said bye to her and he waved again LOL werid agains! it was like 4 something?
drove maggie home . got home at like 5? xD & waited for cousin to take me to my cousins house cus we were having a family dinner party? x) got here then went to the cousin DRIVING house and waited for devin,harlan , & anika to come then went to the COUSIN party house (: it was like 7 :p
hehe it was fun! :D WE PLAYED POKER MY FIRST TIME<3
AND I WON A ROUND ;D EVEN IF ID IDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING LOLOL ;D i was SOO HAPPY I WAS LIKE WOOOO! so yeah (:
WEEE LEFTT at 12 50? x)
OMFG I LOVED GOING DOWN THE HILL<3 cus they lived like on a hill or mountain idk xD i was like goign WEEEE in the car and my cousin thoguht i was crazy :D hehe ANYWASY OMFG MY COUSIN WAS GOING AT 100 MPH ON THE FREEWAY IT WAS SOO FUNN<3 and hes always so close to a car hes like those racer ppl xD and hes like NEVER drive in a car w/ someone like me LOLOLOLOL funny (: yeahh got home like 1 10? xD and showered and on the phone and i fell asleep on him at like 1:51 i was staring at the phone for signal then PPOOOF i KO ! xD

welll today relaly all i did was wake upat 10 15 xD and do my hw and chores didnt get to clean moms room sigh :/ and talked to him online & phone D: LOL HEHE (: yepp thats really all i did xD i wish i had cable thoguh ): sighh!

2009-09-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

more aerobics fun fun fun [: &
OMFG KA LEI INFO MTG<3 ;D
DDUE WHEN I ENTERED THERE WERE LIK SOO MANYY PPLLL I WAS LIKE WOAHHH! (= that really got me happy ^^ and i was eating like a fatass as usal :P LOLOL! & i think there is like mopre than 10 prosepcts o-o LOL ! im not really sure maybe even 15 D; and then plus rosemead OHHH DENNGGG x) and wohoo we got a junior prospect! :D yeee higlight of my day (= <3
ILOVE KALEIINAHOALOHA<3
loving life for somereason kinda[:

2009-09-09T21:19:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAYYY was a fun day [:
today was a okay day :D it wasnt a boring day yet ^^ hehe hopefully tmrw not boring<3 :D
well i gotta study for chem ): and stuff BUT MY FAVORITE CALSS IS
SPEECH & AEROBICS<3 ;D best classes ever! (= i think ima like this year :D and tmrw is KA LEI I NA HOALOHA INFO. MEETING<3
I CANT WAIT ^^ heard theeres gonna be a llotta ppl [: hehe

2009-09-07T21:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY LABOR DAY! (=
i wonder what labor day is o-o LOL !
wahts the point of it!? but idk my 4 day weekend is coming to an end ):
well on FRIDAYYY i went to service came back like at 3? x) yeee (: it was a fun serivce :D cus it was like putting stickers on letters to mail ^^ hehe yeah and helping for a good cause (=
SATURDAY
i just chilled at home watch movies all day long oh it was good<3 :D
then
SUNDAY
i went to bbq lazy for details :P at vivians left at 9 45 it was alriteee i guess? i wish i went to the fair though! ): so i could have seen michael :/
TODAY !
i spent it really doing nothing (: i was suppose to clean but i didnt :D
hehe cus im a lazy ass :P
so really i spent today watching shows and movies too o-o LOL
WAHT A RELAXING WEEK<3 ;D
I LOVEDDD IT !
no hw or shit (: well kinda xD
LOL
yeah (= well trw is school for like all the way till november for a day off :/
waking up at 5 43 evefryday ohh dears :/ yeah life is gonna be hell D: AHAHAHA (= i should go cut my nails ^^ HOPEFULLYYY, ill blog tmrw if i have time (: really i dont even go on mysapce no more o-o LOL all bout FACEBOOK<3 ;D w/ their games LOL yeee fooo! (:

idk what picture to put [: hehe i havent bloogged in a while D:

2009-08-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAYYY i went jamba fundraiser yeee. x) brenda andthem were being weird xD i got to see michael (: & i got all my guest ! FIRST TIME WOOOHOOOO! wait i think 2nd o-o yeee
today i just spent my day relaxing (:
watching like 2 movies ?
WIZARD OF WAVERLEY PLACE TH EMOVIE & IP MAN<3
i loved the ip man ! gotta watch it xD kung fu<3 :D
IT WAS FUCKING HOT TODAY! i turned on the ac for like 3 hrs xD the most manggg!
I ABSOLUTEELLLY LOVEDD TODAY! [: i was watching shows the wholeee time xD like suite life,90210 & etc[:

pokeypoke [:

YIRUMA - DO YOU <3 :D gotta love it so o peaceful<3 :D

FIRST DAY ... !

2009-08-26T19:05:00.000-07:00

SOOO TODAY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! D:
OHMYGOHS WOKE UP 5:43! my eyes were red! ): i was like DANGFLABBITS!
then got out by 6 30 ! & went to school 6 40 ! no one was there o-o LOL! so i was a loner for a while (: thenppl came then
O PERIOD ! D;
shima is pretty coool but he favorites! ):
rules rules rules!
1ST PERIOD!
LMFAO i was in the WRONG class! i went to the gym instead of speech! good thing the gym no one noticed [: so i walked in late EVERYONE LOOKS AT ME! its scary D: LOL buttt SPEECH IS THE CLASS I LOOK FOWARD TO ! <3 cus its soo funn & funny! (: i laughed the most in there outa the whole day :P then we did a self intro in front of everyone MAGGIE she just marched up there and did it ! she got guts! (= i give her props ^^ yeee !
2ND PERIODDD !
i have it w/ maggie, alexandria, bonnie & kimmie (: well kimmie switched out! ):
but YEE just talked yadiyahah
3RDD PERIOD!
ehh BORING CLASS ! stupid spanish had no idea what she was saying! LOL & she kept taking my paper! ):
4TH PEIRODDD !
i have it w/ MAGGIE agians! 3 classes WOOHOO (= ! & BONNIE xD weird how i have alota classes w/ those ppl xD
lunch BORING
IDIDNT EVEN GET TO FINISH MY LUNCH MY GAWD IT WAS SO DAM CROWDED ! I HATE IT !
5TH PERIOD
id say one of the BORINGEST CLASS EVER ! ); hate it socmuch!
6TH PERIOD
its quite fun (: cool ppl :D at least the guys LOL

overall it was a okay day :/

YOOU KNOW YOU WANAN TRY OUT FOR
KA LEI I NA HOALOHA<3 ;D

SCHOOL TMRWW ):

2009-08-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

so today service it was fun (: now i know how to OFFICALLL cover books the rite way [: & yee i thought it was fun :D then costco chicken bake<3 :D yumm it wasbig but i finihsed it o-o LOL so yeahhh ummm! come home just clean then watch shows the whole day [: TEEHEE<3 ;D yeee school tmrw idontthink im ready. ima catully kinda scared the fact to wake upat 5 D: idk how ima do it BUTTT i hope ill get through this fucking dam new year (: w/ BIGGG EYEBAGGS LOL ! well BRING IT ONNN SCHOOL! (= i am SOO not ready for this xD

SE EDU ;D

YESTTTERDAYYY.... (:

2009-08-23T10:34:00.000-07:00

hm so yesterday first i was waiting for my cousin to come pick me up xD WHICHHH took forever o-o cus HE FORGOT ME! ): so he came back and took me to ayc i got there first thing; PEE :D then i saw elaine! :D & she was making water balloons so i chilled there met this halla issa girl? o-o BUTTT
idr her name LOLOLOL! :D [HORRIBLE , TERRIBLE, at rememberin names (: ]
YEEE ! hm stayed for a while thine cousin told me to go help put food into boxes LMFAO! i was like straving the whole time looking and putting the chinesefood into the box): yeee then i went to shoot some hoops i shoted it twice in a row and i got a free airhead! (: TOOO PROOO ;D
um then lucy came & we got this CUTEEE BALLLOOON w/ a heart & a dog on it (: too bad i killed it ): cus i didnt wanan hold it around the theater w/ it LOL so dorian and michael & them came to pick me up x) & i coudlnt open the van door SO I WAS PULLING IT HARD everyone was laughing i fell cus it was AUTOMATIC i looked like a dork... LOL
yeee so we to to renasiance idk how you sepll o-o TRIED to get into district 9 but tha tgirl was BITCH >;O she wouldnt let the 17 yr old be our guardian... so we were like freakingg >:( so i had to watch gforce AGAIN! LOL i was bored ): oh yeah before all that we were in the arcade playing racegames (: yeah and then gforce was done hopped into time traveler wife AGAIN mang i watched it agll arleady! ): FINALLY A MOVIE I DIDNT WATCH INGLOURIOUS BASTERDS [= so we split in two so the theater ppl wouldnt catch us D: dorian went w/ kevin steven w/ this one guyy o-o & me & michael :P I WAS LIKE JUMPING IN THE COMMERICALS CUS IT WAS SCARY ); FREAKIN SHITTERS michaelw as just laughing PFFT meanie >:( yee i HATED THE PART WHERE THEY CUT PPL MANG FREKAIN VIOLENT! so i thought the movie was alrite (: it was funny xD BUTT TOO MUCH TALKING ! and reading the dam scream cus mosstly they were talkin in FRENCH OR GERMAN and this woman head was blocking so i was like FREKAKINN !&@(*#(!@&#!@ xD good thing i didnt pay forit cus i had a free movie ticket [: hehe hm so when that was done it was like 7? o-o so we went to eat SHAKA? i think thats what it called its a hawaiinn place that was SOOO FREKAIN GOOD<3 =D i saw kelly there! WEIRD o-o
i lovee the shaka plate!<3 IT WAS TOOO MCUHH but worth it for 12 dollars (: i finished it all cus i didnt wanna bring it back home SO AFTER THAT I WAS BLOATEDDDD! so iw as dead tired): then dorian and that guy left so it was me jmichale steven and kevin :P MY DAD WENT ALL THE WAY TO SANTAANITA WHEN I FREAKING TOLD HIM 2 TIMES MAINT ST! so he was all fucking pissed -_- stevne ride came and they waited 30 min for me to leave x) how nice of them LOL! so they were talkin & i fellasleep (: cus iwas dead! then my dad came he was yelling in the car when he was fucking drunk... i was fucking pissed -_- yeee ! but overall i thought it was a okay day [: fine w.e you wanan call it LOL :D

<--- i wanted THOSE glasses! ):

dont i look differnt from last summer? (=

2009-08-22T00:59:00.000-07:00

last day of summer school YESSS! :D then came home ate then sghs to get another permit :/ rawrs! hoepually ill go to ghs D: well i really dontcare i thin next yr imma go there[: hehe yeaaahh! i was very pissed after cus i have to find out a reason i was like wo2398543749237423 yeee! pissy x) called micahel. then off to ghs then home then watched foresnic heroes 2 cus im asian like that (: & now this nothing relaly
SPEECAILLL
cus
im
a
boring
person (: tmrw go ayc maybe teathers w/ micahel & them ? x) there planning to walk to me at smith park then walk me to renassiance cus idk how to go there from where im gonna be yeeee D:

IMISSS DCCC TRIP X/3 );

LONG ASS DAY! x_x''

2009-08-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

SOOO LAST NITE I COULD BARELY SLEEP ! i only got 4 x_x ispent most of my time tossing and turning... UGHHH! so i was really tired when i woke up ): so registartion it was boring -__- as always LOL it was fast acutally like 20 min? (: i expected an hr xD i forgot brenda ballooon so i had to go home and get it and get wendy to eat then go back to school then go to ayc LOL i felt bad for my dad driving around xD yeee so hiking it was aiteee i got to relax (: but GOING UP WAS HARDER & LONGER THAN GOING DOWN JOHN MADE US RUN UP I WAS FUCKING DYING W/ 4 HR OF SLEEP ): at eaton canyon :P i was close to dying like 9345732743294 times cus i kept tripping xD like a lot its not even funny i screamed alot LOOLOL ;D hm FIANLLY GOT TO THE WATERFALL it was small but the water was FREEZING & cold (: i liked it xD i learned that this fly didnt have to move when mating it was "mating " season LMFAO SEROIULSY IT WAS EVERYWHERE I WAS LIKE WOAHHH xD -stare- :D hehe & my cousin tried teaching me to throw a rock and make it skip (:i failed OF COURSE :D yeeee ! then walking back i walked alone cus i wanted to listen to nature [: and it was very peaceful :D OMFG DUDE WHEN I WAS GOING UP YOU CAN HEAR MY HEARTBEAT this guy next to me is like WOAH its louad xD LOLOLOL cus i have not excereisnce in a long itme ): yee! so wentback at like 5 30? went to the se edu (: it was fun :D i was pwning the se guys at popping BALLOOONS ^^ too pro (: OH YEAH I LEARNED NEVER WEAR JEANS TO HIKING NEVER MANG! & anyways then we played ninja & thumper soo fun! :D i had fun ^^ then meeting iwas ilke DEAD i fell asleep kinda D: yeee now im really dead xD yeah long ASS DAYY !

THROWWWBACKKK! :D

REGISTRATION TMRWWW!

2009-08-19T20:48:00.000-07:00

I WORE MY NEW KA LEI SWEATER TODAY<3
ohmygosh i cant believe its almost time for school o-o 7 more days D: so went to school today i actually talked to andrew out of this whole summer cus wed only say hi everyday but never talk LMFAO! yee SOOO hm today i acutally talked in class! D; idk i was just so happy i talked and just shouted out random shit [: hehe it was coo we got to sit the OTHER direction of class [: so we faced a window :D hm ppl took a long to pee i waited 10 min outside AND I WAS IN A HURRY ! ): LOL that reminds me of that one time the guy didnt locked the door so i opened it then YEAHHHH LOL i quickly closed it and walked away xD SAW NOTHING THOUGH! anywasy came home ate , did hw , slept , finished eclipse<3 (: & yeeee! mostly read the whole day LOL REGISTARTION TMRWWW im scared of my schedule ): I DONT WANT IT ! LOL NOR DO I WANT SCHOOL I HATE GAB X____________X'' so tmrw
REGISTRATION theennn!
HIKINGGG at idk wehre o-o LOL
THENNNN
meeting (: & hoepfully make se edu i hope D: well im coming back at 6 so idk if it statrs by then D:
yeeee !

i miss meechichi & jizz );

2009-08-16T23:32:00.000-07:00

SOOOO TODAYYY! i watched GFORCE & TIME TRAVELERS WIFE W/ BRENDA , VIVIAN , PHILLIP & not really claudia? o-o BUTT BRENDA MADE ME A BRACLET<3 FIRST TIME EVER ! LOL its very colorful & random cute! (:
ANYWAYSSS ! so gforce i was soo INTO it but we had to leave ): so yeahs! payed 12 dolalrs EFF MY LIFE! xD LOL ohi bought 2 jeans 48 dollars WOOHOO NEWJEANS<3 awesome kay! then movie time traveler wife OHMYOGSH I WAS SOO TOUCHEED! that my eyes started like burning up but i couldnt let tears out xD hehe spent like moslty my whole day watching movies [: TEEHEEEEE ! so yeah! hm after that was done met up w/ tim & peter D: weridddd! LOL got tokyo grill<3YUMM :D & then peter bugged me for kalei landyard.... never ending! then brenda & vivian ditches me! leave me w/ phillip! i tink hes kinda cute D; BUTT very quiet LOL anywaysss! i was pissed at them >:( LOL kinda not relaly got nubi thhen sat and waited for our ride brenda left then vivian then i was stuck w/ TIM & PETER! peter still was bugging me tim was being nice kinda but hes like cancel social i want one w/ awokayaw and i got pissed.. and peter like it mite be cancel and im just like ... i walked away :P cus their FAGGOTS! EFF THEMM! i dont want one w/ them anways! PFFTT yeah thats my day (:
PICCTUREE TIMEEE! :D

just because i love this faggot who i call bff<3 :D LOL

SONG PLAYING ; ILL BE FINE - STEVIE HOANG

2009-08-06T23:14:00.000-07:00

SOO today i went to class it was fun (:
very funny talking bout strippers LMFAOO! xD we got off topic alots (:
WELL
then i waited for my dad to come for 30 min ... LOL
then came home atemey noodles(:
tehn i started goign to the library like 2 something? o-o
so i was at the library & kyodai fundraiser was close by so i was like mite as well go x) so i went at 3 & stayed till 4 soemthing D;
while i was walking this car passed by and said something -___- I HATE IT WHEN PPL DO THAT anywayhs
i went to the kyodai fundraiser x)
i got there it was weird at first well not relaly but i was a loner [: i mostly just watched them play cards & talk & thne i played & got fries then left :D
TEHNN to the lirbarbly brenda calls tel go ymca
WORKOUT wooo! w/ brenda & tommy
then bball then brenda left to meeting
SO i was working out for 20 min by myself then left then now im here (:
LOL :D theend! & talkint to 8 ppl!

2009-08-01T17:47:00.000-07:00

THRUSDAY:
well nothing special or anything BUT ! i went to kyodai edu (:
EEEK CUTE GUYS! :D @ almansor park ^^ omfg steven,shawn & etc guys are suchaaa cuteiee! :D
teehee ^^ they taught us how to play football. i got knocked over ): which resulted in a bad neck that still hurts! rawr then we played that for like an hr xD . our team lost sadly ): . & then we taught them idk o-o but then after that we had waterballoon fight! :D i got steven & roy PWAHAHAHA (: then ums played egg game timothy got egged so sad x) but yeah he got really wet too! LOL i felt bad for him anyways, then we played ninja lols it was okays failed but wahtevers . THEN we played THUMPERR now that was fun ^^ LOL but they were making fun of my jerk "reject" move ): cus i couldnt do it ! pfft ! they made me looss stupid tiny & steven! then off i had to leave x) i thought it was fun :D even though the guys outnumbered us practlay only 4 girls , but 5 . my dad saw all those guys & he was lke how come there arent relaly any girls!? & hes like why so much guys! & i was like ohh shooots so i changed the subj (: LMFAOFMAFOMAFOAOO :D that was a close one! but he'll remember :P

FRIDAY:
hmmm what did i do well first i went to class english class ! & it was boring but i saw a cutie (:but sadly hes not in my class :/ i like the other building better than the one we were suppose to be in x) anyways ehhh what did i do yesterday? o-o idr D: but i think i came home & just stayed onthe computer & fall asleep TWO times x) & yeahsss. nothing intereseting yesterday :P slept at 1 am xD THEEE ENDDD! (:

SATURDAYYYY ;
so todayy i went to speech classs & we just review & talked x) & yeahs then we had to record a commerical talkin thingy & MY VOICE SOUNDED HORRIBEL WHEN THEY PLAYED IT1 sounded like a FREAKIN little kid i was like covering my face x) the teachers said i sound so sweet & putted emotion into it.. LOL anwyas fianlly it was over! mangs! & then came home ate . then i walked to staples (: bought pens,erasers,index cards, & scissoor which came to a total cost of 8 something dollars D; DAMMMM ! lol then i went to this store & it had this cute vest & idk what that one thing is called! i thought i didnt have enough money so i walked back home.got HOME & found out i had money so i was like .... -___- '' then i just chilled at home then at 4 dad came home told him to take me to staples went there . & just looked around some more (: thne went to BIG 5 OMFG I SAW THESE 2 UNIQUE JANSPORTS BACKPACKS THAT WERE ONE OF A KIND! & I WANTEDIT SOOO BADDD ! it was hard to resist ): cus it was WAYY cuter than the one i have rite now but im like no! i cannot waste 30 dollars on another backpack! >:( so i resisted then OFF to the store i went i tried on like 5 clothes xD LOL ended up buying 2 things (: teehee GRAND TOTAL OF 13 15 dollars D: DAMMIT! i spetn so much today! >:( then um went to others stores then finally started walking back home :P & i called michael cus i was so boreddd ! so i was talkin on the phone the wholeee way while people in the cars stared at me D: LIKE SERIOUSLY! in my mind wtf is there problem! >:O LOL yeah um got home & now here i am (:

THEEEENDDD ! :D

oh YEAHHH! OMFG SHINING INHERITANCE FINISHED IT LESS THAN 3DAYS<3>

2009-07-28T21:41:00.000-07:00

TODAYYYY
OH EDUUU!
it was fun (=
i dont wanan get into detials cus im really exhausted ); i barely had any sleep this week :/ rawrs
stupid me
NAWYAS
GOT THERE
i got to meet this guy named richard HES A CUTTTIEE (= & yeah :P
i got to see michael today :P
anwayssys!
so we walked to almansor parK :P the guys drived ); we walked RAWR
so i walked w/ paulina & william hm
got there play chubbybunny xD yeah then umplaed the pop the balloon on someone else ankle xD i was sliiickk (= thats what they said but they gained up on me ): and i lost! rawr anywass then the trash bag game xD hopping in it xD
my partner was ALEX! :D
i thin thats his name :P anways then we were suppose to toss ballons but we eneded up playing THROWING IT ATEACHOTHER LOLOLOLOLOL someone threeww it at my legs which got my pants & undie wet ); & then they POPPED IT IN FORNT OFMYFACE OMFGG >;( yeah then we played ninja! :D that was so funny butididnt know how :P THENNN meeting thne came home 8soemtnig so hungry ate then now here :D TADA lazy totalk more okays bie!

FUN DAY :D

2009-07-19T00:35:00.000-07:00

today fucking cathy woke me up at 8 -__-
pissed med off! couldnt go back to sleep i didnt call her back OHSHIT
IJUST
REMEMBER THAT NOW LOLOLOL (:
anwyas hm got ready & went to brandons house likke at 11 something?
& stanley got there too waited for brandons mom
HIS COMPUTER WAS PISSING ME OFFF MYGOODNESSS !
tooklike 5 min t o oupen a freakin THING
iwantedtomskac it but thye do itall the time o-o LOL
imjstsitting there watching him smack it D: & yeah mom gets here starts going
got to michael house FOR HIS BDAYY PARTTY (: only kevin chiao, dorian & steven was there later on david c., san, kevin ton, david v. lyly,alexandria,andy d., & someone else DOTN REMEMBER WHO DAM ;x anywasyys OMFG HIS HOUSE WAS SO HOT I WAS DYING EVEN OUTSIDE WAS COOLER LIKE LITERALLY IT WAS COOLER hisroom OMFG SOMUCH BODY HEAT MANG! i spent most of my time in the room watching tv CABLE<3 LMFAO & computer music<3 :D
AND FREAKIN STEVEN & DAVID THEY KEPT HIDING MY PACKET WHENI WAS TRYIGN T STUDY MY GOODNESSS those weirdos :P
yeahh just alotof htings were happening at the house where too lazy to type it all :p BUT ILOVE HIS HOUSE ITS SOOOBIGG<3 & his room ! NAD BED OMFG
ilove jessica's room too! but no ac :/
BUT SHSE HAS THIS BIG TVV HANGING IN HER ROOM
LOL yeah michealordered 8 boxes of pizza<3 =)
iowe him so much :/ its funny how he brings us all together x)
like we'll never talk at school but when michael there everyone talks x)
imiss micahel :/
well ANWAYS SO ITS LIKE WAHT 7?
so westarted heading to BOWLING
LMFAO SO FUNNY THE GUYS ALL WERE WEARING WHITE & 2 BLACK while the girls wore differnt colors :P SO ITS LIKE A BIG GROUP OF 15 PPL OF ASAISN! cus west cos have no asians more like mexican D; & cars that papssed by were like yelling dontknwo what though o_o but lotta cars stared :P it was fun but far! well 1 block AHAH im jst lazyz
gets there irbought no money :/
steven paid for me
DAMMIT I OWE HIM TOO !
lol BOWLINGG TIMEE DUDE IT WAS SO COOOOOOOOOL! there was a pyramid section entrance & something else the secruity told us pyramid COOLEST BOWLING PLACE EVER & we started playing LMFAO I GOT 2 STRIKES IN A ROW david v. got mad hes like IMMA BEAT YOU YOU JUST WATCH! & i ended up w/ 77 beated him by liek 2 points? xD
SAN BEATED ME BY LIKE 1 POINT?! damm close game! so its 8 30 we had to leave ): cus brandons mom got work tmrw :/ and her bedtime is 9 D;
so i said bie to michael :/ i felt really sad at the moment cus im not gonna see him till 398273943827 yrs later D:
so i gave him a hug
then im like bie _______ like sideways & then he just grabbed & hugged me o_o but i was facing like sideways so i wasnt facing him iwas like o_o
dude i think im starting to like him again idk each timei talk to him idk & when he did that i was likee insidee eiofajew;ogijaeroiejfew;oiaghe f
but i dont wanan start liking him again what if he just screws me over agian? :/
& stop talkin to me
idk i just dont wana be sad agains :/ sigh idk i cant stop thinking bout that moment cus it was out of nowehre i didnt even expect him to do that D: anwyas
then i gave a hug to steven too & yeah jsut bie to eaveryone forgot my stuff at michael house so go there couldnt find my pcakcet... cus DAVID HID IT ! so i was like relaly rawr cus brandons mom needa work ! & just yeah found it on the bed side... well stanley found it xD & off we go get to brandon his familys funny (: btu aggressive he & his sisters hit eachother hard D; i wa sjust like o___o LOL yeah the off i went home
& so on & just yeahh xD did essay need conclusion tmrw
1-2 retirement thing party ANOTEHR ONE LOL
PARTIES TOO MUCH MANG >;(
everyone else left like at 11 something at michaels ); lucky them i wanted to stay longer but couldnt oh wells yeah goodnties!

2009-07-17T22:42:00.000-07:00

SO TODAY
school
boring
meeting
turned into mini innerclub!
PLAYING JENGA<3
now im home :D
it was the funniest time ever !
of paying jenga
FAVORABLE MOMENT!
& hopeufally tmrw will be afunn party good day (:
PARTTYY TIME<3 :D

SONG OF THE DAY ; SHONTELLE BATTLE CRY (:

i love this picture :D

TIREDDDD

2009-07-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

sowake up get ready.
wait for eric to pick me up . x)
get to ayc, barely anyone there yet
we started playing bball & just talk. wait wait wait
freeway MY CARZY COUSIN ANDERSON driving all fast HE ALMOSTCRASHLIKE 5 TOTAL CARS TODAY! lol but its fun when hes driving just dangerous (;
i think it took like 30 min to getthere? not sure D; get there wait in the front. bored bored bored cus lucy wasnt ther e:/ yah so i was kinda alone well i had my cousins but yeah would have been better. anyways our tour person comes takes us INSIDE WARNER BROTHER STUDIO! SERIOULSY THEIR PLACE takes up like 24983573943259873492379&2387r24349832742394732 SQUARE SPACES go into the building [main one] taken into this big room of FOOOD but not taht much food BUT IT WAS ALL FANCY LOOKING & THE FOOD WAS SOOO GOOOD<3 anyways , so done and um next stop i think it was the streetpalce? D; WHERE YOU DONT MESS W/ ZOHAN WAS MADE!
I CANT BELIEVE I WAS IN THE FOOTSTEPS OF THOSE ACTORS! IT WAS SOOO AWESOMEEE
there are jobs like [green job[gardener], ppl to cover sun, decorating place, furniture ppl, place designer, dirtying up the streets, customers? people who like help the actor give water fan & etc.] hm thats all i can think for now.
NEXT STOP
stage i think 19? well the stage where two and ahalf men is made.
jobs like [lighters, stage set ups, dialoge ppl , cameraguys, props set up, ] all i can think all i know is monday meeting , tuesday to friday i think putting props togehter, rehearsing so on. too tired to thik rite now. yeah um
next
art desinging sheet thingy
a painter or wahtevevr they paint htose big posters yadiyahyah um MOVIGN ON
FOLLEY ! the audio place whereppl do effects such as stomping foot, motion just remkae a movie and stufff & adding sound effects DOING sound effects only 100 something ppl in the world does itD; yah hm
after
is the museum get to see like THE COSTUMES LIKE BATMAN DARKNIGHT WATCHEMN CHARILIE & CHOCO FACT.!AND ETC. THE SECOND FLOR IS ALL harry potter !
iACUTALLY got to do the hat thing & hes like its another wesley[red head] GRINNFDORR then i jumped goingWOOOO :D lol the ghost were scary o-o & GIANT SPIDER LOL
AND CORPSE BRIDE WAS ALL PICTURE TAKEN LIKE WOW !
yeah hm after that
THE FRIST ONE INTO THE CARS PLACE<3
IT HAD CARS LIKE CHUCK DARKNIGHT SPEEDRACER HARRYPOTTER ETC.
NEXT FOLLEY PPL MAKES SOUNDS ONLY 100 SOMETHING PPL HAVE THIS JOB
TO MAKE SOUND EFFECTS W/ BODY YEAH REMAKE FILMS YEAH
ADD SOUNDS YEAH
FUCKING PISS ME OFF CUS THIS SHIT DELETED HALF MY BLOG.. SO I SHORTEN THIS SHIT
ugh im lazy now its late...
i mite do this tmrw
well
edu eric takes me. failed.canceled.yougurtland.home.
jason cutiee ryan higaaa (:
tommy cute in a way (;
SONG OF THE DAY ; WISNU-LOVE LIKE THAT

& another borinngg day :D

2009-07-14T15:17:00.000-07:00

LOL everydays boring for me :D techinally o-o WOOHOOOO lol anyways today hm i woke up ate my HUNEY BUCHES OF OATS<3>:O & when i want to go early to class HE COMES LATE its like omfgg like WTFFF ! lol yeahs anywayss i go to calss hm this guy in my class hes so retarted x) he gets confused easily & have no common sesne :D thats like brenda always getting confused ^^ he really , like relaly gets confused alots o-o yeppp ! teacher comes in class LOL we started talkkin bout her time at vegas it was actaully funny (; cus shes all like talkin bout the transexual singing at this restauraunt & was horrible LOL that took like up to 30 min of class! :D & i kkept asking questions ^^ then we started talking bout magic HOW ITS NOT REAL! ); taht crushed my likek BELIEF TEHRE ! BUT i still beilieve in it even though we were talkin bout the diff ways to make it look all reall :P & THEN i asked another question bout excorsim<--- HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT then it lead to scary movies (; then scary stories LOL :D woohooo! 30 min passed by xD lol yeah then here comes the boring LESSONS & BOOPERS ! break. LOL WE SCARED THE TEACHER ! she went outside & we t urnned off the lights & wen was standing next to the door to scare the teacher & she came in then water splashed in her hair cus she jumped XD LOLOLOL it was all evans idea ;p yep . then more boring shit almost failed my quiz w/ a 85 ); RAWR ! midterms next week imma faillll! D; tehn -RINGS- ohmygsh evan hes cute ! LOL but hes a upcoming 9th grader >;( he was wearing liek this shades like ZAC EFRON & getting on his bike & im just like WOOOAHHH o-o LOL ! yeahh ANYWYAS go home. dad yells at me for not knowing good canto -___- freakin dad... hes a faggot! while he was yelling in my mind im like faggot faggot faggot (: LOL im mean ANYWAYS then 230 goes to library & now im here on the comp being bored CUS THEY LIKE BLOCKED ALL THE FREAKINN sites ); so i have nothing better to do x) & i will continuee this post when i get home :D & earlier thsi girl & guy were fighting next to me o_o the girl was on the comp crying & she like threw the keys at him D; i was like wows D; i didnt relaly wanna look cus itll make me seem nosy LOL yahh TO BE CONTINUED... :D

&& CONTINUING SO i was there & yeah was studying & then doing hw & it was just very boring xD LOL yep then got to call lucy calls me & tells me THAT I NEEDA KNOW THIS LIFE CHANGING EVENT ! WHICH MADE ME RELALY WANAN KNWO BOUT SHE WONT TELL ME TILL TMRW >;O
that bully! >;(
yeah
hm
come home
shower;eat;watch make it or break it & secret life;homework;blogg;aim (:

sigghh
im worry bout my mom :/
doctor said shes gonna needa do another surgery ;/
sigh im scared that she mite never heal rawr im scared
what if she doesnt? how are we gonna live? i know its alot of pressure on her :/
if only i could help but the only thing i really can do is do good in school & hopefully next year get a job though my parents dont approve of that :/
im scared waht if she wont be able to walk anymore?
her waist back really hurts & this is the 2nd time surgery
i just dont know what todo but i guess all i really can do is be there for her & help her though its hard but i really should i guess its cus i always think shes alrite & she can do stuff but really its not :/ i felt like crying earlier cus idk but ill justhave to be strong for her ! & think positive ! (;
iloveyou, mom<3 hehe your in my bed sleepin x) oh dears imma have to wake her up ;p well yeah thats techninally my dayyy! xD

SONG OF THE DAY; NASRI- IM NOT LEAVING

upon a shooting star (: i wish my wish would come true :/

im not leaving till you lovee meee ! im following your starrrr ! :D

this song makes me happy :D it made my day ^^

MY NON INTERESTING DAY! :D

2009-07-13T17:06:00.000-07:00

ahaha nothing much but today went to my summer school bleh boring stuff in a class of incoming 7th & 8th grader felt stupid once again :/ LOL some of them lke are smarterthan me they know their words! & im likee WTF DOES THAT MEAN sigh >;( scary how theres cameras watching your every moove LOL yah we have midterms next weeek -___-'' about vocab,grammar,writing & math WOW MIDTERM THE WHOLE WEEK on like diff. subjs ! my teacher told me the vocab is 200 QUESTIONS IN FREAKIN AN HR & AHALF imma die ); i bet those other ones are gonna be harder tooo! & THE FULL MIDTERM PRAOBALY 500 QUESTIONS! LOL just kill meee); well after that wasdone i looked at the cute guy again (; HES CUTE D; ! & i saw him like askin this girl to buy those golf raffle ticket thing & im like "ZOMG" in my head is he in a social clubbb o___o'' yeah x) i know hes in key club though! yahh anyways dad comes go home eat thennn start moping the floor i finish like at 2 30 !D; i was freakin sweating when i was doing it its nasty! ): & hard ! so i turn on the ac (: TEEEHEEE . hm i relax chill watch the secret life of american teenager ONLINE the last weeki one sicne i got no cable :/ -SIGH- yah now im doing my FREAKIN MIDTERM PACKET of 238 words of vocabulary its only vocab! & its due friday -__- well LUCY called me & told me bout the contest free college scholoarship & a 50 DOLLAR CASH!? JUST FOR WINNING this thrusday !at the warners brwon company thingy that KTLA 5 THINGY! the movie yah thing x) going there this thrusday AND HOPEFULLY WIN -CROSS FINGERS- (: & she called to complain bout the mexican guy thats pissin her off & so on x) yah now im eating MELONS! :D HA BRENDA INN YOOO nose (; you cant have any :D hehe ^^ yepp thats how my day is SO FAR xD

SONG OF THE DAY;AARON CARTER-LET GO

thats soo AWESOMEE , imma do that (;

,i gotta let go cus she let go go go so im all alone lone lone

Dammmm (:

2009-07-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

oh dengs i havent blogged for a long ass mothapoopertime x)
well hm alot of things have happened i guess you can say.
but , i still wont get over him
this is gonna take longer than i thought it would have D;
but
OHWELLS
not gonna talk bout that or it gets me thinking
or it arldy did LOL
ANYWHOO
today
O M F G
i watch transformers 2 ! :D
it was SOOO AWESOME but this one siteit was like playing the scence and 2 min late sound ); til i found a NEW ONE! :D
yeah a tthe edning like 10 min LOL
david suchafreakin faggot ! LOL (:
hes a mean one too >;(
always copying me !
stanleys a faggot too cus he barely tells me anythnig now UNTIL TODAY my goodness !
well yeah x)
spent mostly my day talk in to them & watching transformer took me like at 3 TO 7 TO FINISH LOL
cus my parnets kept callin me do this do that lol:P & THIS MORNING I CLEANED 2 RESTROOMS OMFG THATWAS A PAIN IN THE BUTTOXX ); then washed like dishes 3 tiems! mang >;( yah (: pratically my day LOL
but so far this summer i had alot of ka lei stuff ESPECAILLY THIS MONTH ZOMG all brenda! LOL & telin me to blog x) &
I WENT HORSEBACKRIDING! :D
yeppp (;
SONG OF THE DAY; DREW RYAN SCOTT; MAD (:
got me so mad mad mad in love w/ you

this picture makes me wanna go there & paint it (= & TAKE A PICTURE! :D

2009-06-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

well i think im good now [:
not letting it affect me i can move on one step at a time
though i wonder at times if i even meant anythnig to you :/
cus i have a feeling that somewhat you were just kind of using me
idk if its true but yeah
i heard bout some things & i cant believe it was true but i guess
im glad i asked that question so i wouldnt be feeling like a idiot having feelings for you & im just whatevers to you but yeah
oh wells
ill move on i guess ?
itll take time though
WELL i dont need these bs rite now cus its like technially the last week of school & IMMA MAKE MY BEST OUT OF IT FUN ALL THE WAY SHIETT (=
& KALEI 4 DAYS LMFAO WOOHOOOO

sigh

2009-06-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

what a horrible day
thats all i have to say.
& plus the rain & thunder & just the mood of the sky
makes my day even more un sway
i wish that i can rap
but i just cant
cus of my damm ass freaking gap
between me & the words dam

DAMMMMMZZ

2009-06-02T18:37:00.000-07:00

so i havent bloggged in a LONGG ASSSS TIMEEE x)

so today it was like another normal day i guess

well today the juniors did the gabrielino got talent show thing it was wayy beetter than yesterday of course xD

cus the juniors are like soo much better

i voted for the rapping one

CUS i wanna learn how to rap (:

TEEHEEE

LOL i really do though last time me & david were alll trying to rap

sooo funny xD

i was like hm maybe when im a junior or senior imma do that at the talent SHOW LMFOAMFAOMFAO (:

yeahh

SO today dammm these two ppl were fighting it was creepy cus i was just like WOAHHHH damm ppl ! i wanted to break it but i didnt wanna get hurt xD so i was like yeahhh just backed off :P hehe

& hm well my parents yelled at me yesterday for like an hr...

cus their like you needa be mnore smart gotta study more ALALALALALAL

ALALALA

yeahhh

that was a pain

well today im going to a temple city council meeting trying to file the tobacco law control [: so rite now im at my afterschooool ayc just lsiting to music chillin bloggging & aim (: LMFAO

yeeppp nothing special bout my day

but im goign to summer school at this one bplace idk o-o

LOL

taking english & math cus im weak :P

& i gotta raise up that spanish grade manggg >;(

yeahh almost time to go to the meeting WHCIH ENDS AT 8 30 SHOOOOTTS >;( LMFAO

BEEETTTCH.

2009-05-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

havent bloogged in a while o-o
well
day it was boring till fundraiser it got better (;
school pmsing mostly sad the whole day xD
i ddint get 6 guests );
sigh
ohwells x)
WELL
TODAY
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY
LAKERS WONN <3 GOING TO FINAL
HELL YEAHHH BEEEETCCCCH [:
WOOOHOO i love ka lei i na hoaloha<3 :D

WEEEKEND.

2009-05-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

so i dont really wanna blgo much .
ive been getting lazy bout writing days :P
so ima just make things shorts (:
saturday;
artclass; pho; pick/take my home; walmart ; home; comp;nap;comp;sleep (:

TODAYYYY
woke up @ 9 15 :P
hm was cleaning then time for great grandma bday then came home at 4 went to tmall w/ mommy (:
LMFAO
I BOUGHT MORE STUFF
dam this week i spent like 60 dollars o-o or 70 HORRIBLE
i bought this one thingy idont know what you call it but its black x)
bought a tank & another tank (:
TEEHEEE
yeah
& now im typing this blog (:
& borred
& tired o-o
& needs to get a new layout BUT lazy :D

MINIIIMUMMMIIEEE DAY (:

2009-05-23T00:04:00.000-07:00

SO i want to make this short[: very lazy to type at 12
xD
SO
today
minimum day
hm school watevers x)
ill type somethings tmrw :P
afterschool went home
THEN
at 2 30 at monteblello mall to do some shopping was suppose to find a dress BUT i was lazy & went shopping for clothes till 5 xD
LOL
bought sandals , 2 tanks , shirt & jeans (: TEEHEEE :D
then went to dcotor
then
went to yogurtalnd was werid
cus kea had there fundraiser next door & my parnets were there soo
AKWARDDD xD
yeah
hm came home
watch
tale of desperndex<3
ILOVE THAT MOUSE ALL BIG EARS REMINDS ME OF DUMBO IT WAS SOO CUTEE ^^
ITS SO CUTE<3
=D
mygosh!
I LOVE THAT MOVIE made me think of life differentlY (:
TEEHE
yeah
its 12 07 i should selep
when im sick
GOOODNITERESSS
BLOGGERS (:

SPRRING DESSERT !

2009-05-19T19:35:00.001-07:00

it was fun yesterday (:
partied till like 9 30 ish xD came home slept at like 12 D; & couldnt sleep last nite for an hr :/
SPRING DESSERT
all ill say is
CLUB OF THE YEAR 08-09 agaisnt mk (:
&& MOST DETAILED CENTERPIECE<3 SO HAPPY =D
i love my sistahs kaleiinahoaloha all day ,every day (:
well ill just say this i was very veyr veyr sick today
that i was gonna pass out or some shit my head was all hot & stuff
& have a cold so its horrible
missed the bus todya :/
LMFOA
so i had to call my dad to tell him to come drive me & drive lucy to ayc :P
while i come home =]
TEEHEEEE
yeah so rumors lmfao i dont know them
but i dont wanna know them yet
i dont really care let them talk all the shietters they want :P
MUSIC OF THE DAY ;
BRANDY - BACK & FORTH (:

PICTURE OF THE DAY;

SPRING DESSERT THOUGH ITS ALL BLURRY ):
IF ONLY BRENDA WOULD GO FIND HER USB CABLE BUT NOOO SHE WONT ):

2009-05-17T23:07:00.001-07:00

sigh so today
nothing much
went to maggie hosue at 2 then playday
it was aite i geuss
hated the sun though :P
i seirosuly wonder where these cuts on my arm came from o-o
sigh
those smokes i had my mouth open so it went in & now its hurting like crazy ):
sigh yeah oh dears i dont wanna do the music & picture thing today cus im really tired its 11 08 imma die x_x didint study for spanish
nor finsihed my hw :/

2009-05-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

SO today artclass ahaha
boring
as always
ineed more passion into it cus i have no faith in me at all drawing complex stuff x) so my teacher talked to me :P LMFAO expanded my brain ^^ LOL
trying to use big words :P
bought jamba juice<3
& went to maggie work on centerepiece, rollercoaster :P
walk to tap ex
came hoem started hw didnt finsih yet oh dears
planing to wake up early tmrw xD to do it &
hopefulaly bein able to go to maggie hosue to work some more
DID YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU LIKCED YOUR FINGERS &
PUT IT TO THE FIRE CANDLE THINGY
the fire goes off (:
its like MAGIC! :D thats what i learned today how awesome saliva can put out the fire x)
LOL yehhhh (:

Music of the day ;
adrian crush- my girl (:

Picture of the day ;

yes some secrets just arent meaant to be told but today i told one LOL but it waasmeant to be told TEEHEEE (=

yet i just feel like some things are falling apart , i feel like were not that close no more . sigh
i wish i can somehow fix it idk
LOL
sigh too much TENSIONNNN !@*(#!@*@&! >;(

2009-05-16T00:31:00.000-07:00

FORREST GUMP love that movie watched for health (:
english revise essasys ;p
pe play voleeyball funny stephie & claudia & vivian (:
spanish boring >;(
lunch bbq<3 :D
bio boring flashcards
geo boring math WOOHOO
ahaha i miss his hugs :/
AHH i cant bevlei i just said taht
AYE YAH
sigh i think i mite be fallin in like fioejaffljkaew
ALALALA DAMME
well today meeting then rosemead talent show
cus brenda told me to xD
came home at 11...
horrribel me ):
i saw raymondo-o his hair changed ...LOl
hes a meanbutt D;
the talent show it was eh those ppl next to me kept screaming i think ijmma go death :/
LMFAO
omfg
THE IMPLUSE THAT MOHAWK GUY HES SO HOTT && CUTEE ): SIGH me & brenda screamed our ass off when we weretold to scream but sadly they didnt win ): cus ppl scareamd for other ones OH WELL lolit was mostly me& brenda screaming for them kinda xD
LOL SAW TOO MANY CUTIES TODAY AT ROSEMEAD sigh i wish i cansee them everyday BUTTT nope ):
sigh LOL ohwells at leasti gotto saw them (:
we were suppose to be sneaked inbutt
MYTUMMY JUST HAD TO KILLIT & wanttoeat ):
LMFAO yeah and there was like a gang fight during the break
LMFAO =]
yeah came hojme at 11 wow im goign out tmrw sunday monday & wedsenday oh wow im so dead & nr social may 30 & koa koa june 6 & june 3 aka edu OMFG just kill me ):

MUSIC OF THE DAY ;
SO HIGH-NATHAN
YOUR LOVE HAS GOT ME TOUCHING THE SKY AYYY i never wanan say goodbye
CUS GIRL I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE IM FEELING SOOO HIGH ^^

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;

LOL i love this dorkbishhofaggot of who i call my bff<3 style="font-size:100%;">

2009-05-14T22:52:00.000-07:00

making this short & simple (:
SO
failed health test guessed like on all of them mang -_-
stressed on my essay for like frekain 5 hrs imserious o-o
played this hiv jeporady game itwasfun(: i guess
xD
WON 5 DOLLAR GIFT CARD TO STARBUCSK<3 soawesome ="D" style="font-weight: bold;">

MUSIC OF THE DAY ;
DONT WANAN FIGHT - Q

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;

awww i th0ought this was cute (:

KOREANTACOS<3

2009-05-13T21:59:00.000-07:00

hm
so
i dont wanan write about my day
BUT
iwill
say
I TRIED A KOREAN TACO TODAY<3 OH SOO DAMM GOOOD :D & william kept sayin hi to me it was weird LOL im juust like waving everytime mang i look over he waves LMFAO that weirdo :P well ill just say my day was fine i guess nothing interesting much x)

MUSIC OF THE DAY;
USHER - SOMETHING SPECIAL<3
i think WEVE GOT SOEMTHING SPECAILLL GIRL YOU AND MEE WELL TAKE OVER THE WORLDDDDD ! (:
i love the chorus but hate everythnig else (:

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;

i think we got something special (:
LMFAO
i liked the heart cusits toothpaste <3 (:& the picture scene
WOOHOO GO KOREAN TACOS<3 =D

2009-05-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

since today i have time imma write bout my day(:
HEALTH; i did my presentation it was horrible because, i messed up it was my turn & i didntknow soeveryone just stood there we got mark down :/ & my group NO ONE was putting PASSION to this presention/skit only me ): so that was probaralbry a "c" grade :/ sigh
PE; FREAKIN
MY MIDDLE finger got SLAMMED BY THE DAM ASS PE LOCKER DOOR ! i was trying to get the door b4 it closes instead it freakin KILLS MY MIDDLE FINGER
SO
LEMME DESCRIBE THIS SHIET
ITS TWICE THE SIZE OF MY REGULAR MIDDLE FINGER
ITS A BIGGG ASSBUMP
ITS PURPLE
LIKE SERIOSULY ITS ALL PURPLE
nasty shiet ): THEN THE NAIL IN THE INSIDE IS BLEEDING ! so you see this BIG ASS BLOB OF RED!
so i like showed it to everyone steven & stephanie reaction so funny their scared of it there like GET THAT THING AWAY FROM ME LOLOLOL =]
ilove peoples reaction when they see it there lke
BIG EYES WTF HAPPEN! xD
LOL but yeah sigh :/ ppl say its gonna heal for 2 to 3 weeks WOW
& FREAKIN GONZALES SHE DIDNT LET ME GO TO THE NURSE TO GET ICE SHES LIKE GROW UP ITS NOTHING IM LIKE WTF DONT YOU SEE ME BLEEDING & ITS PURPLE!? its like shes trying to make it worse so i had to wait till 3rd period then i went...
sigh yeah x)
ENGLISH; nothing interesitng ,read to kill a mocking bird :P yeah lol x)
SPANISH; she talked the whole time mang i wanted to go to sleep acutlaly i could have but i was wide wake though i slept at 11 40 last nite cus of my brother >:(
LOL
LUNCH; NOTHING INTERESTING ATE ALALALAL
BIOLOGY; islept in that class :P
TMRW
EYE DISSECTION
EEEEK! ):
ha iddint get the lesson so imma fail my finals :P
WE HAVE TO LIKE LOOK AT THE FREKAIN ANIMAL ORGAN AND IDENTIFY watch me fail ):
GEOMETRY ; so boring nothing interesting
AFTERSSCHOOOL; it was whatevers too ate two hotdogs fatass ):
sigh
i got caught cussing agian...
MANG WTF IS WRONG W/ ME CUSSING THESE DAYS look there i go again ):
its hard to type cus of my midddle finger it hurts when i press a middle fniger button xD

ANYWHOOOO
today me & vivian spy the colors orange,red,& yellow (:
& BRIGHT GREEN :D

MUSIC OF THE DAY ;
ITS LIKE IM FALLING IN LVOE ALLL OVER AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME & IT FEELS RIGHT
TO THE LEFT ON THE RIGHT IN THE BACK ON THE SIDE
JACKIE BOYZ-ALL OVER AGAIN (:

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;

LOL that is how my "MIDDLE" FINGER FEELS in pain ): i thought this picture was cute
so i uptted it up (:

fuck mang why are boys so complicating?!?!
there hurting my head -____-''

sigh

2009-05-11T23:03:00.000-07:00

sooo imma make this short
school it was whatevers
group prjt pain in the buttox
made me go to the lirbary during lunch just to get ideas for it
so iddint get to eat ):
& then
afterschool this girl got mad at me just cus she was listein to my ipod ipod in pocket she walked ipod came out but GOOD THING attached and i was like OHMGYSOH & you should have walked then she got all pissy so she took off the earphone and left it out the ground & im just liek WTF ! ?!?! she gets pissed so easily aye yah
but im not mad at her or antyhing but shes mad at me...
she told this guy were fighting so he asked me & im like no shes just mad & she just sat there quietly laughing im like ...
wahtevers
yeah ate 3 sandwhich :P
ate alot that
i felt bloated I ALMOST THREW UP CSU I ATE TO OMUCHOSSS !
>;(

TEEHEEE (:
yeah
hm idontknow what else to say cus its 11:O8 finally finished my prjt & skit ! YIPEE acting it out tmrw OH BOY!

KAY
MUSSICC OF THE DAY ; LIL EDDIE - STAND IN YOUR WAY

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;

yeah los angeles is paradise best place to be ever has all the exciments & dramas
LMFAO
(: gotta love it<3 =]

BRENDA

2009-05-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

OHMGYSOH I AM NOT ! >;(
BRENDA IS A SUCKY NEW MEMBER GIRL
TEEEHEEE (=
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AHH
so yesterday
was my first date ;x
itwas alrite i guess
watched star trek mostly just walked around
he got a tummyache though :p
so that kinda went downhill
but overall i thought it was fine x)

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hmmm so todya was happy mothers day (:
we just stayed home :P
THAT STUPPID FLY
I TIRED KILLING IT
WITH MY HELLOKITTY CLOCK
& EACH TIME I HIT THE WALL THE A BATTERY CAME OUT
BUT I KEPT MISSING THAT DAM FLY ! >;O
SO NOW ITS HIDING SOMEWHERE
I DONT KNWO WHERE THOGUH
RAWR >;(
LOL
anywhoo
yeahh (:

PARTYLIKEA STRIPTEASEEE
WOOHOOO ! (=
i have no idea why i just said that
STUPID BRENDA
>;(
HORRIBLEBFF ! =]
always says ihateyou MEANIE ):
hurt my feelings like
EVERYDAY

manggg
MUSSIC OF THE DAY ;
RL- TRADE

PICTURE OF THE DAY ;

I LOVE KAA LEEI I NA HOALOHA<3 (:
lol back in the day in novemberrr teh day i amde it in ! :D
WOOOHOO
their my E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G ! :D

2009-05-08T22:45:00.000-07:00

sigh so im not gonan talk bout my day cus it was gay
i felt all shitty the whole day -__-
felt really shitty espically at nite
rite now im hearing fireworks & stanley's ipod
i feel so frustrauted w/ myself
why im acting so differnt
so aggressive & mean
i dont know whats wrong wiht me
ive also been cussing alot these days
mang
sigh
wahts wrong w/ me?
idk is it cus other ppls problems are affecting me?
im really not sure
but i really dont want to give a damm buttox anymore
about ppl
but i must cus i wanna be there for them
BUT THHIS ONE PERSON IS BEIN SUCH A BISH AND NOT TELLIN ME WHATS FUCKING WRONG W/ HIM -___-
mang
ughh
sigh
well this one person mademe sniffed those nasty cigarrates like they literllay put it up my nose w/ this one box thing
and i had my face blocked so i didnt knwo thne im like WTF IS THSI SHIT?!?!
& yeah after that i felt really dizzy and mad and shit
i was so mean to my dad & mom cus i was freakin pissed
i hate myself :/
i wish i can treat them better cus i KNOW they deserve better than me being all angry & mean :/
ughh
IM NOT BEING EMO MANG
well thats relaly all i wana say rite now

MUSIC OF THE DAY ;
the dream- eyes of a girl
FROM VENUSS TO MARSSSS GIRL YOUR STANDING RITE HERE SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE WORLDS APARRT