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MY NAME IS SERENA chung ew or chunky just cus x)
i like cheese.
i like warm sunny days & sometimes rainy days.
i like living my life to the fullest.
i like most DEFINATELY HATE school.
i like dinosaurs.
i like LOVE eating & reading.
i like my bff brendakins.
i like learning.
i like helping people
i like doing speeches to inspire people.
i like LOVE music<3.
i like taking pictures, love photography.<3
i like watching asian drama movies.
i like the color blue, purple & green.
i like using big vocabulary.
& i like you!. :D
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Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 10:38 PM
LOL so this happened on friday
which just HELLA.
PISSES.
THE.
FUCK.
OUT. OF ME.
LIKE SERIOUSLY!?
aite heres what happen:
so on friday HE came to school... to visit and all!
so like he says hi to janice and lorena and then
i shouted out HI! & he just
totally .
fucking.
ignored me -___-
& just walked away w/ his friends!
like SERIOUSLY!? first at the theaters when i shouted BIE like TWO. FUCKING. TIMES.
he just ignored that too...
didn't even look back. didn't even say a word.
I really dont get it DID I DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU IGNOREME?!
two times already? wow. embrassed me in front of my friends. Your just acting like a total jerk now that I don't even know you anymore -_-.
wait acutally i don't know you anymore because, YOU changed. Even when I don't talk to you I can tell like you became this total jerk. Even Alex ssays you seem different. And all those promises you made to me HA all bullshit -_-. I shouldn't even care but idk i guess a part of me wish you were still in my life like a friend. Not some dam stranger who totally ignores me. UGH
and then so I thought he left so i was like talking to lorena saying like "HOW COME ITS SO HARD TO SAY HI & BYE "& ALL THESE OTHER STUFF & lorena likes dude he's right there. & i was like shouting that out cus i was soo pissed. -__- & i was like in my mind" OMFG. " wow i felt so stupid afterwards cus he passed by me and i didn't even know -__- well not like RIGHT next to me but enough to hear me. I was too scared to turn around & i just felt really stupid afterwards because i didn't want him to hear that. =/ sigh. Idk and then like I walk to the track field and he's there too! & im like DAMMIT why is he everywhere! ); So i turned around and walked the other way he might have saw me toos. & then later on in the day its like 4:40 & i was sitting on a bench by myself near the track field because i like it because it's quiet. (: & then RIGHT WHEN IM ABOUT TO LEAVE! I STAND UP THEN BAM HE'S RIGHT THERE! & im like WOW! but not close like where the gym is. & i just turned around and walked away. He proabably thinks i was stalkin him now -__- but yeah. Its such a concidence how he comes out RIGHT when i had to leave. its like WHY CANT YOU COME OUT AFTER I LEFT!? -__- like wait a dam minute! but yeah it just frustrates me so much! Because after all it would be nice for you to at least say hi or bye no need to talk or no shit. HOW HARD IS THAT?!
IDK BUT
YOUR BEING A FUCKING JERK RIGHT NOW.
& im not gonna say nomore dam thing to you no more -__-
but it would be hard to erase you but i don't evenwanna talk to you no more!
After that i really wanted to just start bitchin at you. cus its not like IM the one who broke up w/ you cus if i did i would get you wouldnt wanna talk but YOU were teh one who broke up w/ me AND said we can still be friends. but now you just turned us into fucking strangers. that i don't even wanan deal with you no more.
SO FROM HEAR ON OUT i dont want you in my life. I DONT want anything that has to deal with you. You don't give a fuck about me then SHOOTS I DONT GIVE A HELLADAM SHIT ABOUT YOU!
after everything we went through,
you just tossed it all away and pretended we never knew each other.
well then ill just do the same ass thing.
even though you have been in my dream these past few days
I WILL START THINKING ABOUT SCOTT YOSHIMOTO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP!
so i can dream about him!<3 (: i dont even think about you before i sleep anymore but yet SITLL you manage to get in my dream and ruin it.
Funny how in the dream you turned into a bad person that did bad things.
So i guess its a sign you did change but not into a bad person who did bad things
but into someone who has no feelings.
idk whatever. maybe it was good for you to hear that so you can see that your really being a jerk even though its AWKWARD FOR YOU the best you can do is say hi or bie.
i feel better now! (: so from here on out i will try my best to not care about whats hapepenign in your life or ANYTHING! because what you did really did hurt me alot. It hurted even more that you dont even say hi or bie no more :/ Oh wells. It is what it is... ha i shouldnt even felt stupid whne i said that because you should be the one feeling like a jerk. Your the one who said you didnt mean to hurt me. well GUESS WHAT you did it again -__- TWO FUCKING TIMES.
which just HELLA.
PISSES.
THE.
FUCK.
OUT. OF ME.
LIKE SERIOUSLY!?
aite heres what happen:
so on friday HE came to school... to visit and all!
so like he says hi to janice and lorena and then
i shouted out HI! & he just
totally .
fucking.
ignored me -___-
& just walked away w/ his friends!
like SERIOUSLY!? first at the theaters when i shouted BIE like TWO. FUCKING. TIMES.
he just ignored that too...
didn't even look back. didn't even say a word.
I really dont get it DID I DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU IGNOREME?!
two times already? wow. embrassed me in front of my friends. Your just acting like a total jerk now that I don't even know you anymore -_-.
wait acutally i don't know you anymore because, YOU changed. Even when I don't talk to you I can tell like you became this total jerk. Even Alex ssays you seem different. And all those promises you made to me HA all bullshit -_-. I shouldn't even care but idk i guess a part of me wish you were still in my life like a friend. Not some dam stranger who totally ignores me. UGH
and then so I thought he left so i was like talking to lorena saying like "HOW COME ITS SO HARD TO SAY HI & BYE "& ALL THESE OTHER STUFF & lorena likes dude he's right there. & i was like shouting that out cus i was soo pissed. -__- & i was like in my mind" OMFG. " wow i felt so stupid afterwards cus he passed by me and i didn't even know -__- well not like RIGHT next to me but enough to hear me. I was too scared to turn around & i just felt really stupid afterwards because i didn't want him to hear that. =/ sigh. Idk and then like I walk to the track field and he's there too! & im like DAMMIT why is he everywhere! ); So i turned around and walked the other way he might have saw me toos. & then later on in the day its like 4:40 & i was sitting on a bench by myself near the track field because i like it because it's quiet. (: & then RIGHT WHEN IM ABOUT TO LEAVE! I STAND UP THEN BAM HE'S RIGHT THERE! & im like WOW! but not close like where the gym is. & i just turned around and walked away. He proabably thinks i was stalkin him now -__- but yeah. Its such a concidence how he comes out RIGHT when i had to leave. its like WHY CANT YOU COME OUT AFTER I LEFT!? -__- like wait a dam minute! but yeah it just frustrates me so much! Because after all it would be nice for you to at least say hi or bye no need to talk or no shit. HOW HARD IS THAT?!
IDK BUT
YOUR BEING A FUCKING JERK RIGHT NOW.
& im not gonna say nomore dam thing to you no more -__-
but it would be hard to erase you but i don't evenwanna talk to you no more!
After that i really wanted to just start bitchin at you. cus its not like IM the one who broke up w/ you cus if i did i would get you wouldnt wanna talk but YOU were teh one who broke up w/ me AND said we can still be friends. but now you just turned us into fucking strangers. that i don't even wanan deal with you no more.
SO FROM HEAR ON OUT i dont want you in my life. I DONT want anything that has to deal with you. You don't give a fuck about me then SHOOTS I DONT GIVE A HELLADAM SHIT ABOUT YOU!
after everything we went through,
you just tossed it all away and pretended we never knew each other.
well then ill just do the same ass thing.
even though you have been in my dream these past few days
I WILL START THINKING ABOUT SCOTT YOSHIMOTO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP!
so i can dream about him!<3 (: i dont even think about you before i sleep anymore but yet SITLL you manage to get in my dream and ruin it.
Funny how in the dream you turned into a bad person that did bad things.
So i guess its a sign you did change but not into a bad person who did bad things
but into someone who has no feelings.
idk whatever. maybe it was good for you to hear that so you can see that your really being a jerk even though its AWKWARD FOR YOU the best you can do is say hi or bie.
i feel better now! (: so from here on out i will try my best to not care about whats hapepenign in your life or ANYTHING! because what you did really did hurt me alot. It hurted even more that you dont even say hi or bie no more :/ Oh wells. It is what it is... ha i shouldnt even felt stupid whne i said that because you should be the one feeling like a jerk. Your the one who said you didnt mean to hurt me. well GUESS WHAT you did it again -__- TWO FUCKING TIMES.
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