last night, at 4:04 am an 4.4 earthquake happened! i was just lying in bed dreaming then all of the sudden, my bed starts swaying back and forth and i was thinkin to myself WTH IS THAT LOUD RUMBLE NOISE! i thought it was like a lion or something CLEARLY i was not thinking at all then all of a sudden my mom screams EARTHQUYAKEEE! thats when i hopped outa my bed and RAN OUT THE DOOR! we were at the front door when it stopped and i was literally scared to death -___- i started to tear up that my eyes got all red and i was SHAKINGGG ); for like 5 minutes then i stopped my mom hugged me :/ & i was just soo tearrifeied i couldnt go back to sleep! i laid in bed thinking about the big one getting so paranoid and having a feeling their might be an aftershock so i layed in bed thinking about the WORST things ever not being able to see some of my friends ever again and just the fear of everything that will happen. like losing the ones you love i spent my night thinking about that so terrfied with the anxiety feeling it will happen soon ); it already happened in 4 places and i KNOW the next one will be here! and this big one can cost many lives but hey we live in CALIFORNIA & thats what california is known for my aunt was like we need to move back to vietnam! i dont wanna stay here and my dad was like what do you expect this is california! funny how my dad is so brave (: he wasnt even a tad bit scared when me and my mom were terrified xD but this earthquake has really got me thinking that i really need to live life to the fullest and have happy days because you nevfer know what might happen in the future :/ & never get to experience the things you wanna do before you die? i really dont want to think about these things so i just want to live with a smile everyday (: or at least try to even though it may be a bad day i just have to have the courage to just put a smile on my face and just think of it as something you have to go through life a rollercoaster & in the end itll be just fine cus everything takes time to become fine again x) and it was sooo scary when i thought about what will happen if i didnt have my parents and i know i shouldnt be thinking about all these negative things but what if the big one does come? iwouldnt know what to do ill feel lonely and helpless i dont know but as of right now
I WANT TO LIVE LIFE AND NOT GIVE A DAMM THING ABOUT THE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPEEN! (: